ever constant, ever changing

i was so ready to delete my last blogger, but decided against it. despite the crazy crap it's full of, there were still a lot of good memories in there, somewhere. summer memories mostly. so i'm starting again, hoping i sound more like me than someone else in this blog. i always end up worrying if i sound like a pretentious whore if i talk about my "boy drama" too much. or that i might sound like crazy grade conscious kid who has no other life but school with my constant rants. or that i may just be not interesting enough. past all that, i'm just all for being completely honest now. i'm in college and i think i have a life, so why not try again.