seeing things again

this is going to sound really stupid but i think i've been having self-esteem issues. i think i should blame facebook.

or maybe it's just me

i am a jealous bitch. you did it once, twice and now a third time all in a span of 2 weeks. with the same freaking person. out of all the chongalings in the world, it just had to be her. right after exiting the window, sometimes i click on the link again and read it one more time just to see if i'd feel the same thing the next time around. and sadly, i do. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?

thinking of

first fault: you fell for your kabarkada. do not fall for your kabarkada

second fault: you like someone, then he likes you back, and when you're starting to get somewhere, you back off like it's the worse thing in the world.

third fault: happened, stopped, happened again. one word: paasa.

conclusion: it's my fault.

me being irrational

i hate boys. can they just die in hell. minus my family and myAQ barkada of course. either than that, can they all just die those stupid flirts. might as well include the entire chinese population if they can fit in hell. DIE.