Sunday, January 2, 2011

hello 2011

promises mean a lot to me. no matter how we close the deal - whether's it's by saying 'promise' or 'word' or with a pinky promise or with a hug. but when someone makes a promise to me, i really hold on to those things. so it hurts like hell when those promises don't come true. i admit though, i'm not a perfect keeper of promises either and i know everyone breaks a couple of promises sometimes. but to break it almost every time?

you know what i honestly feel, i feel like you think it's okay to break your promises to me because i'm the type of person who'll forgive you anyway. that i can't stay mad at you for too long. that i'll be there when you need me and just stand around in the corner when you don't.

i don't know, maybe promises don't mean as much to you as they do to me. i wonder if you even ever noticed that when i say i'll do something for you, i'll really try to do it. but for me, i don't even see you try sometimes. you probably think that everything's okay between us. but that's only because i never make a big deal out of things. and why would i? they say the best way to fix things is to talk about it. but everytime i try, it's always next time or i'm busy. go ahead, make time for the rest of the world.

bottom line is, i don't think i can make you happy. and you're very good at showing that. you don't smile or laugh the same way you used to anymore. and that's probably why you don't make any effort to keep your promises either. maybe someone else can make you happier because i don't think i can.



i'm a bitter bitch. i have no where else to put this so that's why it's here.

one last:
can you really stop shitting me. you can tell the entire world but not me. wish you had the guts to tell it to my face.

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