see you around

i don't know what to do. i've never been as confused in my entire life. shit. does this even count as love? WHAT SHOULD I DO?

perfect shade

i'm going to sound really evil but i wish you have nothing to do with me and my life. i'll live mine the way i want to.

reading

Is it normal when your friends start hating you after a while?

break heart

He's trying me again. And it hurts so much. It's like heartbreak but a hundred times worse. Just when I think my life is okay, He shakes things up all over again. But I guess it's time to accept that my life will always be like that. He's testing me if I can be strong. I wish I could be but it's so painful. And when it finally hits me, I'll probably cry buckets then eventually let it go. But I trust Him. I know it's always for the best.

i don't understand

i'm actually really worried for you this week. i got extra scared when you stopped replying. i really hope you're fine. because for some odd reason, i won't be fine if you're not. shit, i don't even know why i care. you just asked me to stay, and i did.

and they say -

miss.

i'll always have more to say

you do some things right. like being a good influence. i'll be really surprised if things work.

if we ever meet again

i lied. i didn't think i was lying that time. but i wasn't being completely honest either. i made a mistake. and all i can do is wait and see if it can be fixed or not.

sdjgfboiwjdbfg

shit okay do no talk to me when i'm in this shitty mood. you make me want to hate everyone i see. i fucked up my mbb exam and i come home to a screaming mother. it's a shit day. then just shit okay you make everything worse by just existing in my crazy world. don't mess with my shit and i won't give a fuck about yours.

everyday i see my dream

i've always wondered what it feels like to think at the edge. i want to know how it feels like to just let go. but i'm always too scared. i'm hoping you'd help me.