there's nothing else i can say

she's just too perfect. i'm sorry i can't be like her.

I'M JEALOUS OKAY. THERE I SAID IT.

I WILL WRITE ABOUT THIS EPIC DAY SOME OTHER TIME.

friends forever

i really think we'll be seeing each other many many years from now.
friends forever. ♥
besides, true test of friendship happens when you know can change outfits in front of each other in one big room with one large mirror.
thank you alpha q, isang dakilang barkada for a great night at mia's and for rocking that cotillion dance. :>

everyday i see my dream

i've always wondered what it feels like to think at the edge. i want to know how it feels like to just let go. but i'm always too scared. i'm hoping you'd help me.

quote

"Why would I cry over a boy? I would never waste my tears on a boy. Why waste your tears on someone who makes you cry?"

— Kirsten Dunst

i take one step away

you know what, i really refuse to be bothered by you or any boy for that matter. it's only been less than 24 hours since i made those posts and statements from last night, but i care too much about myself that i don't want something as shallow and as small as that to bother me, at least not now. life is good. why should i insist on complicating things. i am happy where i am now. i love my family and my friends. not really my grades, but it is in all these things that i find enough motivation to get me through things.

i am not closing the door completely nor am i saying goodbye. it's just more of wait. i've come to realize that i like being single and free. i want to explore and have fun without the excess baggage and chains. single forever? who cares what other people think. i'll do things in my own time. if the right guy comes at the right time, i won't say no. but right now, i won't force a piece to fit if it doesn't belong in the puzzle.

yes, i will allow my heart to go and fall in love. just not right now.

dead stars, yeah. :))

thinking

i'll say it now. i miss late night chats and a reason to feel happy over the most shallow things you say.